Monday, March 9, 2009

{He cannot lie}

In my one year bible reading plan, i'm currently going through Hebrews.
It's refreshing and incredible to me how, though i can read something before, God can bring it into a {new light} for me each time i read it.
This is how it's been for me reading {Hebrews}.
I'm not going to claim to be an incredibly {insightful} person, though each time i read the {Word} i pray with eager anticipation and expectation that God would give me understanding and wisdom in what i read, and i feel blessed and rejoice that He has so {intimately} spoken to my heart these last few days. and i just wanted to share that with {you}!

{Hebrews 2: 8-9}
-Now in putting everything in subjection to him, he left nothing outside his control. As present, we do not yet see everything in subjection to him. But we see him who for a little while was made lower than the angels, namely Jesus, crowned with glory and honor because of the suffering of death, so that by the grace of God he might taste death for everyone-

Sometimes i feel so {out of control}. I feel helpless.
BUT! I'm not supposed to be in control! According to the Word, {everything} is in {subjection} to God, and i don't see it all. Yet, what i do see is {Jesus}, who IS in control. And i can live peacefully in the truth that Jesus came down from the heavens, suffered, and tasted death, by the {grace of God} for me and everyone else.
I {praise} Jesus, crowed with glory and honor!
I need to release all things, {husband}, {children}, {home}, {finances}, {fear}, {insecurities}, to be in {subjection} to God.

Then, i read this.

{Hebrews 6: 18-19}
-so that by two unchangeable things, in which it is impossible for God to lie, we who have fled for refuge might have strong encouragement to hold fast to the hope set before us. we have this as a sure and steadfast anchor of the soul, a hope that enters into the inner place behind the curtain.-

i {struggle} with my past. i do.
i have trouble leaving behind who i {was} and moving forward with who i now {am}. i am ridiculously {insecure}. seriously.
i praise God for my patient and gentle husband who has helped me wade through so much of the {muck} from my past.
because of this insecurity, it's only {too} easy for satan to whisper those choice morsels, those lies into my ear. and it's only too easy for me to swallow them down and believe them.
But, as God is {faithful} to do, He spoke His word directly to my heart. His words spoke {richly} to me and was like sweeting {singing} to my ears.
Again, i {praise} God for his written Word, available at any time, speaking {truth} to my foolish heart.
Like i said, i've read it before, but it was new to me as i read it {this} time.
You've no idea what it does for me to realize and hear the words that it is impossible for God to lie.
{impossible}
.
Every word that God has spoken is true. And since i know i can trust God's word, my heart exhalts! I know that when i hear the whisper of satan's destructive lies, i can {flee} to God, my refuge, and i can hear God not whisper, but boldly, loudly, and clearly speak His truth over me, and that this will be a {sure and steadfast} anchor to my soul.
It will anchor me to God's steady and trustworthy side.
My heart rejoices!
I don't have to believe the lies of my past. I can trust in God's unfailing, unshakable, {truth}!.
I feel {free}.
I feel {lighter}.
I feel {jubilious}.
This needs to be {burned} on my heart, it needs to be {always} on my tongue...
...{God is truthful, He cannot lie}!
Cannot.

Believe Him.
Period.


Monday, February 16, 2009

{My little rocker}

Amelia started doing this {phenomenally} adorable thing last night. In and attempt to turn from her back to her tummy (at least i think this is what she is doing) she just starts rocking her whole body. It's too cute for words.
So here, have a look!

p.s. sorry the video is so dark!

{Nicknames}

i've been a slacker on updating this thing, sorry!
I've just been trying to find the time between my 2year old who's {potty training} (and doing great i might add!) and my 6 month old {gasp, really!?!?!} who is just so darn cute i can hardly peel my eyes off of her, catching up on {Rag-a-Muffin} orders thanks to my website's grand-reopening sale (i'm not complaining here), having a romantic valentines weekend with my man, and you know, spending needless time absorbed on facebook. Well, i've had a lot going on. All good things, though.
During one of my quite times i was reading through Mark ch. 3.
I was struck by the
{intimacy} that Jesus displayed towards his diciples by giving them nicknames. It says in Ch.3 vs. 16-17:
-He appointed the twelve: Simon (to whome he gave the name Peter); to James the son of Zebedee and John the brother of James (to whom he gave the names of Boanerges, that is, Sons of Thunder).-

Peter, meaning The Rock...Jesus knew what kind of man Simon was and gave him a new name or a nickname that reflected what/who that man would become.

Sons of Thunder. This just makes me laugh. What were they like together, that Jesus gave them that nickname!?!?!

I {love} nicknames. My dad called me, {stinkey winkey}. My brother calls me, {Robo}. My man calls me {babe}. I had nicknames (and gave them) to several friends growing up.
My man i call {my love}.
Delaney is {cricket} amelia is {itty bitty}. Each of these nicknames have a meaning, a story behind them. I gave them because i know them {intimately} and love them.
I pray that I would have such a close relationship with Jesus, that He would hold such a great affection for me that He would give me a nickname. I can't wait to find out what it is!

What nicknames do others have for you? What ones have you given to others?

Thursday, January 8, 2009

{a few good men}






Click here to watch a video in remembrance of a few good men and their wives for soldiering on after their loss.
Their story makes me both weep and rejoice.

Saturday, January 3, 2009

{my brave girl}

{Delaney}.
She is so {brave}. She is {tough} too.
"Oh my!" is her sweet exclamation for when she falls down or gets hurt, if you have ever heard her say it, you know how cute it is.
Anyway, we went to the play land in the mall the other day, and she climbed
{mount baseball bat}
.
This very same thing, she climbed a month or so ago, and took a nose dive off the end, succeeding in giving herself some {gnarly} rug burn on her upper lip.

She is so {bold} as to try it again.
Enjoy the video.